this life is crazy if ask me i had the most strange dream last night but I think it had a deeper meaning it was like this I was walking down this road long road I may add and this three way paths opens up be for me the one on the left the sky was dark stormy thunder and this booming voice says to me fallow this path it will lead you to your destiny but in my dream I am think to my self do I trust this voice and another voice yelled out telling me to fallow that path  that lead straight down the middle and the sky over this road was a little lighter than than the last one and a voice says unto me fallow this path for it will lead to your destiny and I stood there with mix feelings about the first two then I turn to the path that was well lit brightly lit and a voice said to me in a gentle voice that seam so inviting what ever road you chose will lead you to a certain destination but I can not tell you which one to chose you will have to have to make decision on your own and the voice also says to me if you can pick the right one you can see your future unfold before you but the thing about was the destinations of the three paths were all mixed up so I stand not knowing what to do if
I take the darkened path will it lead to some thing great even though there is a greater struggle ahead or do I take the middle path the were that destination is uncertain as well if i was to fallow it were would it lead me I still stand confused and with lighter path it may look like it would be smooth road to take but what would be in store for me if I do take it and as was getting ready to take a step two of the paths crumble and the only path that was still standing was the dark path thinking to my self does this path mean that there will thing I've gotta go through in order to get were i wanna be it still had me puzzled with so many questions it was like taking a test with no pencil and the voice says once again WELL THE CHOICE IS YOURS and after he spoke I woke up ???????

AT WAR

I AM AT WAR SIMPLY TORN BETWEEN WHAT'S RIGHT AND WHAT'S WRONG HOW CAN I CARRY ON KNOWING MY BODY FEELS WEAK AND MY HEARTS NOT THAT STRONG BUT YET THE BATTLE GOES ON LIKE A NEVER ENDING ROAD NOTHING BUT BAGGAGE SUCH A HEAVY LOAD BUT YET THE BATTLE CONTINUES AND STILL RAGES ON SHOULD I WAVE MY FLAG OR STAND TALL AND COURAGEOUSLY BATTLE ON OR GIVE IN ADMITTING DEFEAT LET THIS THING TAKE OVER AND CALL IT A NIGHT NO IT MAYBE A BATTLE BUT WILL CONTINUE TO FIGHT BE CAUSE THIS THING I FEEL IS BIGGER THAN ME MIGHT BE TINY COMPARED TO OTHER BATTLES I HAVE FACED IN THE PASS IT IS AND IT HAS BEEN A HAZY BATTLE AT TIME A CRAZY BATTLE FOR GOODNESS SAKE NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES NOW HOW MUCH MY HEART MAY BREAK OR MY FAITH MAY SHAKE I CAN NOT AND WILL NOT BREAK AMONG SO MANY MISTAKES I HAVE MADE AND WILL MAKE EVEN THOUGH ITS HARD TO GET THING STRAIGHT AND AT TIMES I GIVE MORE THAN I CAN TAKE AND SOME POINT IN MY LIFE ITS HARD TO BARE SO MANY THING GO WRONG AND I ACT LIKE I DON'T CARE AT ALL BUT WHEN I FALL I FALL WOMEN DOWN! I CAVE NOT KNOWING JUST WHAT HAVE DONE KNOWING THIS BATTLE I AM FIGHTING IS NOT YET WON AND BUT FEEL AT TIMES THAT MY HOPE IS GONE AND ONCE AGAIN I LOOK BACK ON WHO I'VE HURT AND WHAT WENT WRONG THE PEOPLE I HAVE HURT AND THE PAIN I HAVE CAUSED AND WHAT I HAVE LOST AND AT WHAT COST ???.