to those who criticize (never be afraid of who you are)

there is something wrong with those who mock and and tease those who are different if they would justo the hell  close there mouth open there ears and listen who are you to judge me for who I am or what I have done they say words don't hurt but they cut like knife pierce like daggers with every harsh word that comes out of your mouth no matter what say or what I do you think your better than me just because I'm a little different life is to short for any one to mock or mention how the next person acts or how they are or who they are not knowing what that person is capable of  they want to sit and criticize and over look ever aspect of the next persons life but they act like there to scared to scared to pass judgement on there own life or there to ashamed to look in the mirror and face the person looking back them what is there to be afraid of  take a look and tell me what you see I am only human me being criticize for what I know I am not perfect and I have made plenty of mistakes in my life but you sit up there like your on high horse and try to down talk me like your life is all good I will admit yes I am not perfect but the way I see it is people like to talk about you to other people but the don't have the decency to talk about you to so you can get that grasp of knowing what you need to change not only that its like you have no care of who you hurt when you say what you say about that person behind there back or whenever or where ever its like bullying by word of mouth not really physically not giving a damn on how that other person may feel or not caring at all on who they put down or let down and they won't have a clue  until it happens to them we all have thing to work out in life its self  but the constant put downs don't really help no one any if it constantly continues let me find for my self how I can really be I may be different but I also have my hopes and dreams my likes dislikes or what have you I am who I and who the hell are you to judge me I won't lie like she dogs me out in front of her friends i do the same to her to my friends it may not be right on both behalves but its like going to battle not with me but with that other person who can no seem to quit when it comes to put downs they don't give a damn a about feelings or how you feel and I hate I REALLY! do I see its how its easier to pass judgement or blame than it is to apologize for hurting that person wrongfully yes I know we have our pride but at times why can't we put that pride a side to let some one know how they feel about whatever I say GOD knows my heart and I know my heart but do they will they care enough to honestly they say things like words don't hurt they cut like a knife to the heart and to add insult to injury is like poring salt on an open womb you already hurting damn near dying already but that other person don't care they just leave you there to suffer that's how I feel about it and my question would be why ,why do this to me when you see that I am already dying if that the case just leave me here and walk away is what I am really feeling that is how it seems to me but question for the criticizer WHY?? do you really hate and despise me that much to were I am nothing but a BIG JOKE to you why is my life on display for the world to see and judge is how I deeply feel its like i have a painted smile on my face and a big red nose with floppy feet if you get what I am saying I know I need to change some things in my life but while I am working on me why not work on what needs to be worked on in there own life just saying in general mainly put toward my sister or who ever sits and criticizes the next person for what? is beyond me I am tires of it I am SICK and TIRED of it all and at times you think when will it end or will it ?  why pick and choose that same scab to peel of over and over just to watch it bleed time and again ?.