why do i take things and then lie about it like its no big thing and they ask me why and i have no answer for them i can see why no one would want me around because i take things that does not belong to me and i will admit that this is one of  my biggest wrongs it like my and to lie about it is even worst i do have a problem and i am admitting to it all this i never said i was perfect who is and i am not striving for it either but i am willing to blog to the world about it i keep getting myself into things that can't get out of it like i am digging my self in to a bigger ditch and left myself stranded with no one there to help me out i don't think any one can unless i either choose to want to be help or until i help myself